i hope you have an amazing day today. you deserve it sm. you deserve every single bit of happiness in the entire universe. you are so so so so amazing and if i could show you how you are through my mind for just a second i’d do it in a heart beat. you are so much more of a good person than you give yourself credit for. and you are so much smarter and intelligent and interesting than you think you are. you’re beauty goes so so so much deeper than just physically and i’d give everything to make you realize that. and i admire and love every single one. anyways back to the happy birthday post.
i appreciate you so so so much more than i could ever be able to put into words. more than you’ll ever realize. there was no chance in hell you’d catch me doing this a year ago or even nine months ago before i met you but the second i met you i knew that i wanted you and you were the one i was going to be with. and after a month passed i decided that there was nothing i wanted more than for you to be happy. that was a really weird thing for me because while i’ve always been a people pleaser i never really cared about anyone else’s thoughts and actions as i did my own. but once i started talking to you more and learning more about you the more it made me happy to see you happy. the more happy it made me happy to hear you talk about the things you love. and the more i wanted to protect you from every single little thing in the world. and the longer i spent listening to your voice the more i found myself falling more inlove with the way your voice sounds. the more time i spent looking at pictures of you to memorize every detail of you instead of doing my homework the more i realized i’d never done that before. and now months later i’ve come to realize i’m more dedicated to you than i have been to anyone or anything. and now i’ve come to care about everything more and i’m not as focused on just me. and now when i’m so convinced that i’m a horrible person i remember that there’s no possible way i’m that bad because the last time i checked horrible people don’t feel the way i do about you. you’ve turned me into so much of a better person just by being present. i’m still learning but every day you give me a reason to keep going and keep trying to be a better version of myself. and for that i am eternally grateful. i hope you know i will always love you. no matter how complicated this is. and no matter how mad we get or how long we go without talking. you will always be the one that my heart solely belongs too. even in the nights that i’ve hated everything and everyone the second you’d post a tiktok and i’d see your eyes or your smile every bit of tension and anger would just role off of me. and i knew that i was always going to be inlove with you once i told my mom about you because i have never told my mom about a single person i’ve been with, i’ve never even told her about any of my friends besides sidney. i love you so much more than i could ever explain. every single cell and artery and vein in my body is infatuated and inlove with you. that will never change and that is one thing i can promise you. you are the one person i will never get tired of. you’re the one thing i will never get bored of thinking of and making fake scenarios about. i truly think you are perfect. every little thing and nothing will ever change my mind about that. happy birthday<3
happy birthday<3 